i can't win.
update:
-still broke.
-still have absolutly NO IDEA where i am going to be living in a couple months.
-i have decided that boys are the most confusing animals on this planet.
i mean, come on. why are guys so fucking hard to read?? is it just me?? it's like, one minute they are acting like they are totally into you, then the next thing you know, theyre making you feel like the plague...avoiding you at all cost. i have no courage to be the one to make the first move...the times that i have ive been very disappointed with the outcome. do girls just have to be straight up sluts to get some attention? im not trying to find someone to fucking marry and father my children...i just want a boyfriend. a brand new boyfriend. is that too much to ask?
conclusion: boys are stupid. and i hate them.
...but i still love them which makes me hate them even more.
stupid stupid boys.
Current Mood: 
confused 
